Being Away

Do you know what's precious about being away from your loved once or your colsest?

Before that, here's what happened.

This morning, i got a text from my ayah. He sent a picture to our family group(whatsapp).
Then he texted, "ayah selfie kak...hehehe"
(Sorry, my phone cannot screen capt)
So I thought that must be my brother trying to tease him. But IT WAS actually him! Haha.
I couldn't imagine it was my dad saying something like that to me.

What I'm saying is, when you're far away. You can't interact face to face with them.
They'll show you the sides of them that we couldn't imagine they would do.
Such as, asking how you are doing,
have you eaten yet,
how was your day,
saying things like "love you", "miss you",
giving words of encouragement,
affectionate humour.
You can see, the more lovely, affectionate, loving, caring, daring, expressive side of them. Many more, really.

The hardest part, though. Is when you suddenly started to smile, grin, laugh, bringing the memories of you and them being together. A clear picture. Ughh. Missing them - that's the hardest part. Maybe it will end up with some tears. Depends on how strong your emotions are. Haha.

Anyway, this time, I really miss them. It's hard for me to feel so. It didn't end up with tears, though. I never actually cried missing anyone. Haha. I don't know whether I'm a very cold-hearted person or I'm just strong?

I hope they're gonna be all good and happy with each other yea. No quarreling, fighting or whatsoever. ALL GOOD. Stressing on that again - ALL GOOD. Haha. Just smiles, laughters and joys together. Even without me :')  I don't mind. Well, maybe a little.. or sometimes... especially when you go on a vacation without MEE T^T. Haha.
To ibu and ayah, my brothers and sister. Aameen Ya Rabb